so on 3/15 i have decided to end my life. that is why i haven’t been posting (besides my queue)

you know why? because i’ve given up. because you fucking haters win. because every other message i get is “kill youself”

before savannah told everyone to unfollow me, i turned the anonymous button on to get a good laugh. why did i need a good laugh? because my mom walked out on my family with my brother earlier that morning. because nothing in my life was going right and i needed escape. because i just needed a good laugh. but little did i know that savannah was going to do that, and all the hater comments got to me.

you may be kidding, but you honestly don’t fucking know what it means to me. you don’t understand how close it hits home, how many times i heard those fucking disgusting phrases before. tell me im a hypocrite, cool, but so are you. telling me not to send hate and yet you are? telling me to not be anonymous and yet you are? you see how this all turns back on you.

and savannah, i created this blog for YOU. if you have a problem, talk to me, but dont use your followers against me. because of you, i am committing suicide tonight. you know that this could get you arrested for cyberbullying me. 

savannah, you were honest about me, so let me be honest about you. you are honestly fucking ugly on the inside. i don’t see what jared sees in you. in all your videos, you seem to care more about tumblr fame more than jared. it seems that eveerythign you do is for tumblr fame. it’s fucking stupid. and anyone could have a relationship, and you & jared are definitely NOT the cutest couple on tumblr.

so the next time you want to send hate, think about it, because you have NO fucking idea what a person is going though. you have NO fucking right to tell people to end their lives because you are NOT in charge of them. you have NO fucking right to judge me all because of savannah. you know, frankly i find it funny how all of you suddenly attacked me because of that post. if you felt so strongly about it, you should’ve sent it when i first started the blog, and maybe i would’ve listened. but you used all those hurtful words and i’ve stopped listening.

thank you to all the nice people who sent nice compliments. they made me very happy :) and to the people who sent me hate? yeah i guess i’ll see you in hell

and now i’m done. i’m done with life. so thank you savannah, for ending my life. i hope you fucking enjoyed it.